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Appendix A
BY JONATHAN BAIN
I, II, III, IV, V, X, XV, XX, XXII, XXIII, XXIV

Appendix A..... 7 March 2005

I have thus far been in contact with 4 immigration officials, all of which have the obligation to take action on this, all of which have said they would do so, as yet I have had no viable response. Their names are: Joanne Wallwork, Nelowfar Ghumkor, Nicole Siegel, Shelwin Reshmi.

This is the email they have recieved:

I am still awaiting response on this urgent issue. The silence is deafening.
This is now the 11th time in the last 7 months i have brought attention to this issue.

I repeat:
Pauline Bain has been working illegally in NZ since July 2003.
Her father, David Herbst, is wanted for tax evasion in South Africa.
He is a psychopath, who I allege, murdered both his own parents and stole the family inherritance, before fleeing to New Zealand.
He has forced his daughter into divorcing me as i refused to partake in his criminal activities.
He has used his daughter to launder money through her South African bank accounts.

He tried to rob me of my inherritance.
He tried to get me to work illegally for him.
He is a racist, with a history of violence.
He has stolen money from me.
I have instituted a civil suit against him in response to his attempt to force divorce upon us.
This will only be effective if he is kicked out of NZ.
He has threatened his daughter into silence. She knows what happens to those that get in his way.

I am in his way.

If the law is such a jungle that it cannot serve justice,
then my only recourse is to use the law of the jungle, before he uses it on me.

You do not want me to come back to NZ to sort this out the old fashioned way.
I will do so, if the law is inneffective at dispensing justice. Culpability of any action I take, beyond the law, rests with Joanne Wallwork, Nelowfar Ghumkor, Nicole Siegel, Shelwin Reshmi.

I will not give up on this. Ever.

God Bless
Jon Bain



I have also made contact with Jayson.Rhodes@police.govt.nz, who seems to imply that the onus is on the immigration department to solve this issue.

Today I am making more attempts to make meaningful contact with the immigration department head & deputy head, and have decided to also make contact with any other MP in NZ that I can, Judges, Newspapers, etc... Hellen Clark has also been sent this message. In less than one week, it will be exactly 1 year since our last touch. Last kiss. I do not know if my temper will hold beyond that date. I will only stay calm and patient, if God is willing.

Why is it that most people are so morally impotent?
Jonathan Bain
Email: Jon@poseidons.net

I send weekly e-mails. I do not know if she reads them. This is the latest:

I realise you have been threatened into silence.
I know what happens to those who get in his way.

I am in his way.

Because I believe in right over wrong.
I will never let go, until he has been put away, one way or another.

Only then will you be free to choose. I know that this makes it unlikely that our romance will ever survive. But true love is more important than mere romance. True love is the essence of the just war. The personal sacrifice for what is right. It is the warrior code. Love is more powerful than honour or obedience.

I have only ever threatened the extreme once before.

My hair is uncut still, 18 years later.
I give grace to almighty truth for this.

I love you all.
Your poor sad dad too. I still hope to give him a grandchild with you, and have him realise that I am the best son he could ever hope for. I pray he will have the wisdom to thank me for this one day. Even if it is in silence. Only he can choose to end the spiral of patricide in your family. Only he can choose surrender as the only honourable outcome. Confession. Absolution. Awakening of spirit.

cul8r
Jon

8 March 2005, I found a poem that she wrote:

Helplessness - Pauline Bain
I feel helplessness as I stare at the wall
it doesn't move - where to?
Should I walk out that door
into the nothing of nowhere and the cold of crying
so I stay

I look out the window instead
I look out the window hoping to hear
a voice of salvation crying in my ear
crying in my head, coming to me
here in my bed

Alas all I see is the helplessness of a tree
As she is strangled and torn by the wind
is it me?

Am I causing the pain & the strife & the knife
which cuts and infects with helplessness blight?

I look within, with a clear diamond gaze
unclouded by sin
for sin is like gin,
eating away a whole in the tummy
Until the dark half remains unglazed.
March 14th, 2005, The New Zealand Police force has this to say... .

Dear Mr Bain,

I acknowledge receipt of your emails alledging your former wife and her
father are living and/or working illegally in New Zealand.

My staff have completed inquiries with the New Zealand Immigration Service
and whilst the Privacy Act provisions limit what I can tell you, I can
advise that neither of these persons are currently of any interest to the
New Zealand authorities and the information you provided about their status
in this country, is now out of date.

Yours faithfully,
Inspector Les Paterson
North Shore Police
Auckland

Faithfully???? Its moments like this that prove that most white people are corrupt racists. I hope Les Paterson falls victim to the igonorance he/she perpetuates. Please do the world a favour and send an email expressing how ignorant the above viewpoint is. (Click the name) There is no justice in society. The message here is clear. Kill your enemies, the law is nothing, the police are here to perpetuate criminality and ignorance. I do not know what course of action to follow. Lord have mercy on us all.

March 25
My lawyer confirms that I am not divorced, and that this will only happen after she has appeared in court. As Les Paterson implies otherwise, it is obvious that David Herbst has fraudulently stated that the divorce has happenned. The NZ police are without doubt party to his criminal activity, or are just worse than useless fools. There is now no doubt in my mind that most of my suspicions about him are more than likely true. I would not be greatly surprised if the majority of the New Zealand police are part of a large criminal network that are harbouring criminals from all over the world. David Herbst has the profile of a paedophile. Please God, give me the patience not to let my anger get the better of me. Give me the cool head I need to do the right thing.

March 31
Just when I feel like giving up, I find another poem.

flu girl - Pauline Bain

green snot, yellow snot, smoke some pot, cry alot
godamn this fucking flu
its come for me & soon for you

lank hair, clammy skin
can't eat but i'll drink some gin
its all a conspiracy
the government is out to get me

pathetic little curled up ball
dirty tissues on the floor
one more pill will make me crack
how can they dispense this crap?

won't work, can't sleep
the devil now will give a speach
on all the evils of the world
& how i've been a naughty girl

is this a curse from god above?
or a man-made govt evil scourge
why o why target me
I swear i didn't hurt a flea

green snot, yellow snot, aargh cough cough
pretty soon i'm gonna be lying in a trough
food for the pigs who protect me
when all i want is a cup of tea

flu girl, shmoo girl
what you gonna do girl
lying in a sea of misery
plotting revenge on all & sundry

bang bang you're dead
you suck & finally ??ur

bouncing on that big ol bed
how could i know he was dead
baudy screaming he did spasm
thrusting deep inside the chasm

omigod what the heck to do
with the dead bloke?
flush him down the loo?
no chop him up, burn him down
after all he was a bit of a clown

shit shit shit, panic a bit
gotta think now so play with my clit

Flu girl by Pauline Herbst
Flu girl by Pauline Herbst
Flu girl by Pauline Herbst

I found another poem of hers. She had an abortion it seems. I knew that he forced her not to marry her Pakistani boyfriend because he was not white That was not the only relationship of hers that he destroyed. Putting 2 & 2 together I can only assume that the abortion happenned for the same reason. Here is the poem:

5/6/97 - Pauline Bain

i feel like my soul has been ripped out of my body
& the wisps set adrift on the winds.

Its an abortion, there is an empty cavity where creativity once budded & safely rested, waiting to be born into recognition.

The cold clinical squashing of life & realisation destroyed it & only a few tattered remnants remain to remind me of my love.


Surely to force your daughter to have an abortion because the father was not white is the worst hate-crime I can think of? My faith. My faith. My patient faith. The amnesty for war-crimes in South Africa seems to have expired, I read this in the newspaper just yesterday.

God knows I try not to hate. But how can I not hate someone who does such things as this? Someone who killed his own parents, undoubtably. Tried to kill me for less than 10 000 dollars. Killed his own grandson because the colour of his skin was a slightly off-wihte hue? Killed his foreman: David Mendez, a Zulu, a hard-working man who only tried to prove that he was the equal of the white man by being diligent and working hard, but unfortunately proved he was a better man. And so died for it. My wife described David Mendez as her best friend when growing up. And auntie Anne too, most likley. And how many more? What of the things that I don't know? What of his time in the Apartheid army? What of his time in the Apartheid police? What abouth the first 5 years of my wife's life? What did he do to her that he hid her from the world? David Herbst, what have you done? How can anyone be so devoid of human emotion? How can anyone even think of allowing such a beast any sort of sympathy? Only my beautiful love could. She is so warm, so hard, so tough, so cool, so pretty, so lively. I cannot hardly think another woman could take her place. I now live my life in devotion of preventing child abuse wherever I can.

Karma coma. This is the first step. David Herbst, I find you Guilty of

child abuse, racism, racist-abortion, matricide, patricide, animal abuse,
murder, attempted murder, theft, fraud, has no love, no honour, no respect.
David Herbst: Nazi psychopath
He is hiding from his criminal past on the North Shore of Auckland, New Zealand.
(Like so many other South Africans with guilty consciences)

Do the world a favour. Make my day.

Most memorable quote:
"Do me a favour, please put me out of my misery."

Lord forgive me, for my lack of tolerance for this man has no feelings, no remorse, no guilt, and therefore he has no love, and no honour. Amen. May 2, 2005.

Court Case: Appendix-B

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FOR APPENDIX B: COURT CASE