This was the judgment the South African courts reached in 2005.

This is the New Zealand 'Justice' departments letter. This was sent after the local newspaper printed that I was 'in absentia' and 'previously of my address', which has never changed.

I phoned the numbers listed here 3 times, each time I got no response. I have also e-mailed them twice, without response. Notice the Date is written as 2006, but should actually be 2007. Gee, how awake they all are.

Ludicrous, does not even begin to describe this. The court found in my favor and that the plaintiff must pay all expenses before it can be taken up again!

And the lawyer I have paid some 16 grand still is trying to convince me that I have actually lost. Nobody can be that stupid. He is a corrupt Nazi racist, deserving nothing less that a necktie of the most uncomfortable nature.

Since when is it apt to refer to your own client as being 'silly' when the judgment has already been found in his favor?

How can the New Zealanders issue a divorce on behalf of someone who has been working illegally for three years, is not a New Zealander, against someone who has been denied a work permit, on the grounds that I am 'in absentia'?

Especially when the case has already been won in my favor?

Am I the only person in this world capable of reason?

Allah Akbah, Allah Akbah, Allah Akbah.
Death to the infidel.

Please someone, bring me my machine gun!
(I am with you JZ. viva the Zulu, down with the homosexual ANC)

May Christ have mercy on us all.

Its this sort of thing, that makes a man want to murder. Its this type of crap that makes a man blow himself up in one final act of defiance. Its this corrupt 'justice' of the west that makes people become religiously fundamentalist.

I will have my day of justice. One way or another. I fcuking swear it.

For Gods sake the man insisted I pay him stupid amounts of money or he will issue a divorce against me.
Why do I have to keep repeating myself again and again? I specifically said to the lawyer that I will not negotiate as they just lie, and that only a court case will do!

I have had to refuse to agree more times than I can remember, and yet they just miss the court date, and set up another, years later.

Here is advice to any Western man: Go and live in the Moslem world. Grow a beard. Refuse to get married in the West. Marriage in the Western 21st century is just extortion, lies, corruption, dicklessness, and more lies. Refuse to father children. Kill all the gay lawyers. Kill the prostitution pimps and pornographers. If you stop having sex, and channel your spirit upwards, God grants all sorts of gifts, favors, and especially insight. Do not let the whore culture swamp your mind.

I have discovered the original principles of flight in this time.
I have discovered why the sky is blue.
I have discovered why Aids is killing people.
I have invented the invisibility machine.
I have discovered the cure for Global warming.

(The AIDS essay is still theoretically unproven, the rest are undoubtedly obvious)
All of this, and more, because I have faith in the power of truth.

I may still lose. I am only human. I may give in to my anger and cut the throat of that godless beast that calls himself a lawyer, before I can get to the other godless fool that calls himself my father-in-law, and thus the wrong fool gets the stool. I may fly across the world and give Herbst the half-a-brick-breakfast he was planning for me. These urges are normal, considering my suffering, and the apparent hopelessness of the situation. I may fly to London to pursue the matter further and once more confront the beast. I may ask the Iranian government for help, but their hands seem full right now. I may just give up. God willing. This is just too far past gone now. There is nothing left for me, even if it all ties up neatly. How can I ever trust another country in the West? How can I ever let my wife out of my sight again?

And what of the unborn Pakistani child, that David Herbst 'aborted'. What did that do to Faz? (My wife's mysteriously unmentioned previous husband). They lived at Kings Cross, in the U. K. Was he one of the July 7th bombers? If he was then it is plain to see why.

How can the South African Justice system allow abortion on the basis of racial preference? Is it not racist to kill the unborn because they are not 100% white?

As far as I can tell, Saddam Hussein and Osama Bin Laden are both probably 100% innocent, and everything bad said about them, was homosexual godless propaganda, devised by whoremongers (capitalists). And the world trade center looks like a scam now. Even though my grandfather spent most of wwII in various Nazi concentration camps, I am starting to have my doubts about the alleged genocide of the Jews.

Why? Because in this day and age, if corruption is so blatant, how can I trust anything from the past? How can I even begin to trust trust itself again? And my unborn children? No. I don't think so. What for? So that they can be made into New Zealand faggot whores? Rather shoot them and me in the head.

I have never killed any creature bigger than a cockroach in my life. And now all I can think about is killing my father-in-law and that idiot lawyer. Now an innocent man has been defiled. How many more? I can never love again after this. I cannot trust the 'Justice system'. Women are too weak to stand up for what is right, so I cannot trust them either. Where does that leave me? My unborn children?

Holy War! Christian, Moslem, Jew - we're on the same side. Its the godless within that is the enemy.

I hope and pray, but all I see is lie after lie after lie. Corruption after corruption. Injustice that calls itself justice.

Dear God: Should I succumb to my anger and kill the lawyer, or Herr Herbst, please forgive me. As I have been driven to temporary insane inhumanity by the inhumanity they have given me in the names of Justice and Marriage. It will be an act of karma, vengeance, holy war. And I hope and I pray each and every day, that against the run of play, something vaguely like fairness will be the result.

Christianity tells us to turn the other cheek seventy times seven times. Each day I am denied truth, is another slap in the face. It has been DOUBLE seventy times seven days since Herbst first told me that if I did not pay all HIS debt, and sign a separate agreement outside of the contract that he wanted (not community of property) stating that I must give half of what I owe to him (my wife) if a divorce happens, and if i do not then divorce will happen. Extortion? Fraud? A request to put him out of his misery? So I have suffered at least double 70 times 7. Even christian mercy gives me the right to kill him. If only he were not on the other side of the planet... Listen to me. Listen to how I oscillate between ultimate faith, and hopeless despair? Every person has a breaking point. I am only human. Perhaps I shall to just die of 'an enlarged heart'.

Its because of this that men will not allow women to do anything. Not allow their wives to work. Its because women will not fight for what is fair. They just capitulate. And most men are the same. Now I understand the strictness of Sharia. Now I understand why Europe has a birth rate of 1.1 children per family, and Islam has 6! The future is veiled. The West will not change of its own accord. The math has already long since been calculated. Since the fall of Camelot, all of this has been predicted.

Think on this Christian: If God can sacrifice Jesus to prove truth, then God can also sacrifice the entire Christian church, and all of Christianity along with it. Who does God love more? Jesus or pedophile priests and godless lawyers? Or the bleating of the sheep that just follow the herd?

Observation and critical personal truth, is our only shield against the rampant march of the faithless.

Today is the 15 January, 2007 AD Christ.
The number of days since Dave Herbst and his New Zealand 'lawyers' first tried to force divorce upon my wife and I:

number of days since the court found in my favor 387
number of days since the first legal attempt to force divorce by David Herbst 762
number of days since I last spoke on the phone to Pauline 763
number of days since I last saw her pretty face 1034
number of days she has been working illegally in New Zealand 1342

Savior of Love (a poem)

John the Baptist, was the leading savior of love.
And Jesus, played the rhythm, the message of a dove:

That no matter who you are,
the highest flying shooting star,
even if you're the son of heaven above,
the end,
is always jealousy, not love.

And nobody wants a winner,
the judge,
is the greatest sinner,
and the mercy of God,
is not enough.

The sacrifice of love,
could be enough.

How time unravels neatly,
a gentle touch
humbles meekly;
floods,
are the tears
of the Gods:

The Lords of the Seas:
Poseidon and Neptune,
and Jesus,
weep without shame,
as the weakest, is the killer,
once again,

and teardrops fall still,
'midst the rain.

A single teardrop can ripple,
A tsunami,
but there's just not enough
love left
for you and me.

There's no such thing as certainty
in all of eternity,
God's will, is mystically mysterious,
and the thirst
for justice, burns me
delirious.

And gentle Jesus,
his sadness,
is all that remains,
once envy, greed, and madness
have played their game;

And laughter is a funny name,
for mockery and disdain,
so love has become a bad joke,
as the devil has to poke,
and prod again,

until sadness
is the only feather that remains,
and gladness
is the absence of a weathered pain,
and teardrops fall still,
'midst the rain.

But the day will still come,
when Gods and the devils hand,
close together,
as the wings of a dove,

and the patient dove of justice,
evens the score,
and the sneering wicked
lie no more.

Until then, the
only love,
is holy ...

 

:-jon
15 January,
2007 AD Christ

The only conclusion I can reach is that a marriage document, in this alleged legal system, is just frwhored, lies, and extwhoretion. All gay lawyers will meet their fatwa. All abwhoretionists will be aborted. If not through this hand, then purely by the logic of The Universe.

'With compliments', nogal, and they couldn't even be bothered to spell my name correctly.

My wife pleaded with me to marry her, so that she can earn her Father's respect. Then she pleaded with me to fight the divorce for as long as necessary. Then, five months after her father tried to extort a quarter million rand off me, she pleaded with me to make sure that at the divorce attempt by her father, I must insist on it happening face to face.

The first failed attempt meant that they would have to 'pay all wasted costs' before it can be set down for hearing. I object, phone the number they requested, follow the instructions, and all I get is ignored.

The last thing I said to her was:
'I know your father killed your grandfather'. If I was wrong, she should have laughed it off by now. If I was wrong she would have no fear in coming to fetch her one and a half rooms full of sentimental possessions.

As Christ himself is my guide, and John the Baptist is my Lord,
I swear I can never needlessly hurt anyone, nor willfully lie, yet
Christianity is Dead, long live Islam, long live I.